it blows cause i cant sleep this time
I LOVE SAILOR MOON
Along with this prov
Welll yea its bad today.
I dont think i can not cry today. everything is wrong
I am in the caf. with about 40 other kids. There are about 10 of us who are here to make up days. The rest are a bunch of gangster ass kids who always get caught doing what they are not suposed to.
I am sitting here on my laptop in silence ...well except my music. which i am about to get busted with.
Anyway we have to sit 1 person at a round table and 2 at the long tables. Which sucks ass because i need a plug so i can plug in my computer so it wont die. But no even though i wont talk to the gangsters i have to sit here looking at a plug that i cant reach.
I have an hour and a half left on my computer till it shuts off on me. And......3 hours till i can leave this hell whole.
I would sleep but then Mr.M would just come wake me up.
So after i leave i am gonna go home and sleep till like 1:30 if i can . Then i am going to see the reaping with Mikey.. that is gonna be lots f fun.
for serious tho.
BLue october is playing right this second. i wonder what is next on my playlist.
Ok i cant take any more blue october.
LOl now its country. Sometimes i wonder why i put the stuff i do on here. I am tempted to watch sailor moon. But i need to download the new media play again so i can. and that would take more battery. Well now i am just rambling.
So i am gonna go.
"every single person has at least one secret that would break your heart. if we could just remember this, i think there would be a lot more compassion and tolerance in this world."-Post Secret
Well i just finshed the last test. It was painfully easy.
Yup so now just sitting in chem. It is very very borring. I am listening to my teacher argue with the kids about hat show to watch on the tv. Because we have nothing to do... quite borring.
Lunch is delayed. an hour. But i already had a snack. And i forgot my money yay. -_-
i am going to leave you with this
My outfit for banqute
Morgan is going as jack.
- MOOD : groggy
As my life repeats it's self , I try to sleep, try to dream. Doux , my escape
- MOOD :indescribable
I’ve never been anyone's first choice for a best friend.
I’ve never been anyone's first choice for a girlfriend.
I’m always the second best, the backup choice.
I’m never anyone's first choice.
And I’m tired of it.
I'm so broken.
Not half full,
Not half empty,
Not even cracked.
I'm just broken.
I can't exist anymore.
I can barely function.
There's nothing left to me.
And I don't care
How about that.
I really wonder why life turns out how it dose sometimes. And i think its amazing at times when you think about how things turned out much better when you do not get what you want then it would have been if you did get it.
Today i learned its much better to make other people happy then be happy your self. I fills a person with a great overflowing happiness to see these people happy. and it just slightly takes the sting away
- MOOD : content
- Jams :Joelen- dolly Parton